sitting in office..no work....finally writing blog after almost 2 yrs...

Last time when i wrote my last post,i was in college....life was totally different...full masti and fun with friends in college....but now life has changed..sitting alone in office doing work in front of pc.Life has changed.All my friends are in office in diff states.all are busy.

Now life has become so boring.daily same type of work...i have not completed one yr yet and got bored.God knows what would going to happen after few yrs.


These days i am looking for house.its really tough finding house on rent even it is harder when u don't know the local language..oh i forgot to write that know i am in bangalore...Asking people door to door that is their anY empty flat available for rent..and if the person u are asking don't understand the language then it becomes tougher. I had spent my last week in search of house still not succeeded .


what was the life before one year and what now it has become.i wish science made some time machine so that i can go back in my past and be with my family and friends once again.

Its really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but it's really sad when the best of friends become two strangers

This quote is really suits me...b'coz this happened with me not once but twice..once when i was in 2nd class i  made my 1st best friend..we were so best friends that no can can think of our breakup..but it happened when we were in 7th class...at that time that hurts a lot..but now it seems to be very funny...we were so kids at that time..fight without reasons,just b'coz of our attitude....but i still miss my that friend..i wish i could meet her once and want to say sorry..:(..i don't know where she is now..but i heard from one of my school friend that she got married..oh my best friend is married now...so happy for her....I made my 2nd best friend in class 8th....in starting we even don't like each other..even our thinking was so opposite..the thing i like he always dislike that..but i don't remember when we became friends from strangers and then again strangers.Again the reason of breakup of our friendship was not so serious but at that time i gave more importance to that small reason then our friendship.and b'coz of that i lost my best friend.....in our life we made so many friends....n few of them become strangers......:( and leaves a good memories of friendship in our heart...and that will always remains forever...:)

My forever friend....abha,rachna,shalini..love u all..:)

Sometimes in life, we find a special friends,who changes our life just by being part of it.Who makes us laugh until we can't stop.Who makes us believe that there really is good in the world.Who convinces us that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for us to open it. This is a forever friendship. When m upset and the world seems dark and empty, then my friends always lifts me up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full.My friends always gets me through the hard,sad times. Whenever i get confused my these Friends always there to guides me and cheers me on.Whenever i get depressed these friends hold my hand and tells me that everything will going to be okay...M so lucky to have such nice friends And i must say if everyone find such a friends,they always feel happy and complete,they need not worry because they have forever friends and forever has no end...

From my side...what i feel..don't know abt others..:(

Sitting online, and scrolling down your list of "onlines"...staring at all the names of all the people you once called friends..watching,and just waiting for something to pop up on your screen. Maybe a casual 'hello' or some a random conversation starter. but nothing comes up. and then for a second it crosses your mind that maybe you should strike up a conversation with them? But you realize that it wouldn't matter either way, because even if you did, the conversation wouldn't go anywhere. so you just sit and stare at the names. you sit and wonder where the friendship went, where the good times flew off to, and how something so amazing can just die off. you sit and think about how it used to be..how there once was a time when as soon as you signed on, they began talking to you..and you can't help but think, 'maybe there is something seriously wrong with me.' but there isn't anything you can do, is there? it's not so easy to try and pick up something where you left off..it's like trying to pick up a broken heart. after awhile, you just begin to realize that for once there isn't really anything you can do; except sit there, staring at their screen name, hoping and praying that one day, they'll see you the way they used to. 

For my friend radhika..:)..directly from my heart..:)

You've been there for me
through the good times and bad
I know I can count on you
to be there when I'm sad

When I've had a bad day
I know that you're only a call away
When life takes that crazy turn
You are always there to help me learn

We've had so many good times together
I know we'll be best friends forever
No matter where we are
I know we'll never be too far

You're my idol, my sister, my friend
We'll be together till the end
Even when we're old and gray
You'll be here still, to help me get on my way  ......:)love u radhika....:)

For someone special....

I can't promise you
That I will never leave
That we will never grow apart
I can't promise you
That we won't fight
Or say things that hurt
I can't promise to
Always be there to wipe away the tears
Or hold you when you're scared
But I can promise you
That if I leave I will always come back
That no matter the distance I'll always be right there with you, in your heart
I can promise
That if we fight I will make it up
I will never let words tear us apart
I can promise you
That when you're sad and scared
I'll always be just a phone call away
To talk you through those stormy days
Time will take its toll
And distance may tear us apart
But one thing will never change
The love I have for you in my heart ....

MY friends..i love them all..:)

Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.